It’s always good to reflect your own life. Most people do that around December. It’s nearly the end of the year and the beginning of a new one. Many people will say to themselves: “Next year I give up all the bad things in life.” And we all know their not gonna last. Around the 3rd week of January most people have picked up their old habits. To be fair: I think changing your lifestyle should be done around spring or summer time. It’s the start of all new life around these periods so that give’s us motivation to actually do something about yourself and stick with it! But then again: who am I?
Schizophrenia
A silver plated numbing gum
And Jesus resting on my thumb
A hard to reach malaria
I’ve got the mood that seems to scare ya.
I’m paranoid, self destroyed.
Believe me lord I’m sorry
I’ve got the mood that seems to bury ya
I’ve got the nightmare called…
Schizophrenia
My arms open wide
A new day is coming, A new day of sorrows.
But don’t be afraid I’ll be by your side.
Even when you’re not here, keep in mind I am there.
Never in my life I felt so strong
I’m still falling in love with you
With my arms open wide.
Practice
As said in a movie: “You’re not the devil, you’re practice.”
Into The Ocean
Into The Ocean Lyrics by Blue October:
Retarded Disfigured Clown
Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns
I’m a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I’m an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm, just to feel better
